It's hard to make the right decisions in life. Right is such a vague idea, what people really mean by right is the decision that maximises the eventuality of achieving one's needs and wants. Thats why it really sucks to know how the choices in your past have affected the ones in your future. You just can't help thinking, now I want this, if only I have chosen that instead. Even if the choice didn't make sense, even if the consequences of the choice far outweighed the benefit.
Brisbane has had a cataclyzm of consequences, some much more far-reaching then I had ever intended. I'm sure they are more yet to come. Brisbane was a great decision, it opens doors to my future, it puts me out there, builds character, builds faith and by the end of it i know I will have what I need for the rest of my life.
I know the decisions I've made are the "right" ones, but I cant help thinking i'd give it all up to be wrong, just for a while. Happiness is such a strange emotion, one day I will unlock all its secrets.
Brisbane has had a cataclyzm of consequences, some much more far-reaching then I had ever intended. I'm sure they are more yet to come. Brisbane was a great decision, it opens doors to my future, it puts me out there, builds character, builds faith and by the end of it i know I will have what I need for the rest of my life.
I know the decisions I've made are the "right" ones, but I cant help thinking i'd give it all up to be wrong, just for a while. Happiness is such a strange emotion, one day I will unlock all its secrets.
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Interesting post brother. From my experience, a move like this will be hard for the first few weeks or more (up to six months), then you'll get comfortable, you'll have friends, you'll have hobbies etc. After 18 months it'll feel like home, and after 2-3 years you won't want to leave. I've seen all the members of my family go through the cycle every time, although you are probably more outgoing and willing to try new things than some members of the Foster family!
All the best bro, you know where to find us.
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