Ingenuity

They say you shouldn't reinvent the wheel, but man.. how satisfying would it be to invent the wheel? and we can all do it. All you have to do is not see a wheel as you grow up... and get really tired with carrying heavy things.

When you discover something amazing and novel it's great and fantastic. It makes you feel like you're smart and intelligent and you are good at what you are trying to do. It's empowering and satisfying. Now if that's not an excuse to stay stupid what is? I really enjoy it when i think on something that seems so original to me, only because i'm not knowledgeable enough to know so.

but it someone tells me that some1 has already done it, what a downer that is....

so the choice is know nothing or know everything! either way any idea you have will be definitely an original =)

also, when someone observes you and goes... "hey that is really awesome". There's that little boy you that goes, "WEEE yeah damn straight" but you keep him from showing on your face cos big brother you clocks him on the head for being so immature. It's weird, big brother me is very praise adverse. Big brother me has learnt from the bible and life lessons to be humble, how does one humbly receive praise? *shrugs* ick, i dont like praise, constructive criticism on the other hand is great =P

I'm not sure what that is physcologically...but somewhere along the path my brain has confused the two...